Yeah, I know, "Procrastination" heavily overused word. But nevertheless, nothing describes my whole life better. I deeply admire all the people who know how to discipline themselves. I tried to copy them. I managed to go to university lessons regularly for nearly two weeks... hopeless case :/ Sometimes I wish to screw up so badly due to my habit to ditch lessons and to postpone everything to the last moment possible that I'd have no other choice than to develop some discipline and get a proper daily routine!!!! But I'm a lucky person.... I passed all my courses and did even well... So no need for discipline... That's why my days consist of nearly everything but studying.
The last few weeks have been my worst so far. I was so caught up in some crazy boybander-loves-other-boybander conspiracy I only left my flat to buy something to eat and of course, when my boyfriend had been home (that doesn't mean much... he stays at home two days at best ... ) Everyone close to me knows about me and postponing.. therefore it was no surprise when I got a book about "how to overcome one's weaker self" for my birthday. It's been four years since then and I didn't open it once... that sums it up pretty well!
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